No meaning anymore...
I hate my life.
"What's wrong with your life?" you may ask.
I would answer," My life sucks, that's all."
I find that there is not much meaning to live my lonely life these days.
What's wrong?
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with my life?
I can see that there is no answer to the questions up there.
I can still remember a few months before...I was happy in my primary school CKS.I was.I was enjoying my time chit chating with my friends in class.Life was easier then.I was sharing secrets with my BFFs.They were true friends then.I was sharing my happiness with my friends.They shared their happy moments with me then.I was crying my heart out in front of my friends.I can lean on their shoulders then.I was telling my worries of the exams to my BFF.She told me hers then.I was quarelling with my friends.They were ready to forgive and make friends again then.
So what now?My friends are not like that in secondary now.They are not.I was unhappy.They thought I was sulking about something.I was happy.They thought I was mean.I wanted some silent moments to myself.They thought I didn't want to make friends with them anymore.
The only moment I enjoy in the whole day is night time.I prayed to God.I thought about the things that happened in my life.My dreams changed the worst moments to the best.I change the best moments to the best still.Dreaming was my best enjoyment these days.I wanted to talk to someone like Sherill but I can't see her.I use e-mail then.But my worries are still inside me.What can I do to chase them out?
What can I do?
Father,may you be with me as I go through the saddest moments and may you guide me to the way out of my worries.In the wonderful name of Jesus I pray, Amen.
I miss 6J.
Forever.
Friends are for ever
As we go on...we remember
All the times...we had together
As our lives change...come watever
We will still be friends, for-ever.
=============================================
Good friends listen to each other.
Good friends don't put each other down or hurt each other's feelings.
Good friends try to understand each other's feelings and moods.
Good friends help each other solve problems.
Good friends give each other compliments.
Good friends can disagree without hurting each other.
Good friends are dependable.
Good friends respect each other.
Good friends are trustworthy.
Good friends give each other time to change.
Good friends care about each other.
Good friends are rare to see.
=============================================
Friendship is a network
that need no recharge,
no roaming,
no activation,
no signal problems,
Just make sure
you don't switch off your heart
==========================================================
Friendship is like standing
on a wet cement...
the longer you stay,
the harder its to leave
and you can never go
without leaving your footprints...
=============================================
One of the best moments of life
is to meet an old friend after years
and feel that things haven't changed
and you realise how much
you missed having him around...
=============================================
Friendship is needless,
like philosophy, like art
it has no survival value,
rather it is one
of those things that
give value to survival
=============================================
A Special friend can help you through your very hardest days and
brighten up the good time with their caring & thoughtful ways.
=============================================Friendship improves happiness and abates misery,
by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief.
=============================================
True Friendship comes when Silence
between two people is comfortable.
=============================================
A Simple Friend thinks the friendship over
when you have an argument.
A Real Friend knows that it's not a Friendship
until after you've had a fight.
=============================================
"Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity."
~ Kahil Gibran
"Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them?"
~ Abraham Lincoln
"Don't believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them. All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves."
~ Albert Camus
Good friendships are fragile things and require as much
care as any other fragile and precious thing.
~ Randolph S. Bourne
To be capable of steady friendship or lasting love, are the
two greatest proofs, not only of goodness of heart, but of strength of mind.
~ William Hazlitt
"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand,or
the kindly smile, or the joy of companionship.
It is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he
discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing
to trust him with his friendship."
~ Unknown
Plant a seed of friendship;
reap a bouquet of happiness.
****************************
Who finds a faithful
friend, finds a treasure.
****************************
Friendship doubles our joy,
and divides our grief.
****************************
True friendship is like sound health;
the value of it is seldom known
until it is lost.
****************************
The greatest thing
you will ever learn
is to love and to be
loved in return.
****************************
True friends are like diamonds,
precious and rare,
False friends are like autumn leaves
found everywhere.
****************************
Good friends are hard to find,
harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
****************************
~ Unknown
A best friend like a
Four Leaf Clover
Hard to find and
Lucky to have
"When someone allows you
to bear his burdens,
you have found deep friendship."
Friendship is a Single Soul,
Living in two bodies.
The Secret to friendship
is being a good listener.
Friendship is a horizon which,
expands whenever we approach it.
A True Friend
(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality
~ Author Unknown
You remind me of a flower,
Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday,
A gift to all.
You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.
Someone can turn to in crisis,
Loved by all.
You remind me of a teddy,
Cute and huggable.
Someone feel comfortable with,
Special to all.
You remind me of a balloon,
Happy and bouncy.
Someone can have fun with,
Enjoyed by all.
You remind me of a lot of things,
But nothing can compare to the real person,
A friend I can look up to,
Cherished by me.
~ Unknown
A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
but beautiful and wise.
or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like those blades of grass
you can never mow,standing straight, tall, and proud
in a perfect little row.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend?
- Unknown -
Friends are like gold. Each one is rich and they all last a lifetime.
***************************************************
Yeah we're tight, and yeah we fight, but through all of it,
there's one thing that will never change, we'll be friends forever.
***************************************************
If CARE is a WAVE, I give you SEA.
If RESPECT is a LEAF, I give you TREE.
If TRUST is a PLANET, I give you GALAXY,
If FRIENDSHIP is LIFE, I give you MINE 4 FREE.
***************************************************
One day Friendship & Love met one-another.
Love asked Friendship -"Why do You exist if I'm there?"
So Friendship said -"To give a Smile to those eyes in which You leave Tears."
***************************************************
Its not an achievement to make 100 Friends in a Year,
but an achievement is to make a Friend for 100 Years,
and I know I've made ONE, that's . . . YOU !!***************************************************
~ Unknown
Its not easy becoming a friend or making one because a friend is not a state of mind. Its real and its in your face. A friend is someone who makes your life worth its while a little more than yesterday. While everybody has their own definitions of a "friend", the long and short of it is we all need friends to make our lives better. We at TheHolidaySpot value our friendship as much as you do and would like to share our ideas of how to become an ideal friend with you, for if wasn't for you we wouldn't be where we are today.
HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY...
In friendship "honesty" is the key word. One should always be honest to his or her friends.Don't overlook their faults, even if you have none for you are his friend!Praise them honestly and openly.Say you're sorry, when you hurt your friend. Don't let them assume it.
GIVE MORE THAN YOU TAKE...
Be there when they need you or you may wind up alone.Love them unconditionally, that is the only condition. Make them feel special, because aren't we all special?Never forget them, who wants to feel forgotten.
BE SUPPORTIVE...
Cheer them on, we all need encouragement now and then.
Encourage their dreams and aspiration,
Life seems almost meaningless without them.
Your words count, use them wisely.
Use good judgement.
Wish them luck, hopefully good
Examine your motives before you "help" out
Just be there when they need you
Really listen, a friendly ear is a soothing balm
FORGIVENESS...
Forgive them for, "To Err is Human", and you just may end up making the same mistakes in course of time..
KEEP THE FAITH...
Have faith in them. For, there is no love without trust.Zip your lips when they confide in you
EXPRESS YOURSELF CLEARLY
Know when they need a hug, and couldn't you use one?
Offer to help, and know when " No thanks" is just politeness
Quietly disagree, noisy No's make enemies
Verbalsise your feelings
HAVE FUN...
Get together often, misery loves company, so does glee.Talk frequently, communication is important.
Enjoying your friendship is the order of the day. So its not what we call a friendship if you don't feel right.Always remember a friendship is worth it when you are able to enjoy the amazing relationship with no holds barred. Its a mutual bond for life that you cant give up.
~ Author Unknown
CNY celebration
I am a christian,also a chinese.I am a pure广西girl.~~P-U-R-E~~So,I celebrate Christmas and also Chinese New Year.Today is年初一,a perfect hot day.I wore a red旗袍to church this morning.I was late~~as usual~~cuz I terlalu excited and cannot sleep about getting Ang Pao(not the contents ~~$$$~~ inside but the packet cuz I like collecting them)...WooHoo!!!Today I received some very cute ang pao packets!!Yeah!!My dream come true!!~~You may think I am very weird~~TeeHee~~Juz now I thought of my old frens...I wonder how are they celebrating CNY? Are they OK?Are they happy?Are they missing me?Well,I never know.I only know that I missed them a lot.I missed my class 6J.I missed everything in 2009.I missed the moment林老师shake my hand.I missed the moment we all cried.I missed the moment we sing the verse "我们是永远的朋友..." .I missed Sherill and her cute face.I missed Vivienne's jokes.I missed Kareng calling Elizabeth 'zabet zabet'.I missed my uncontrolable laughs there.I missed everything.The memories there will stay in my heart forever and ever.I love you 6J!
Lord I lift your name on high~~
My recent life
Friday,5th FebruaryLast Friday was our school's United Nations Day.Early in the morning we went up to the hall and there are a few classes performing.I especially liked the African dance, which is real cool.After that we went down and prepared for our stall.Our class's country is Portugal,which I don't think many will like the food.Oh well,not my problem anyway.Sl I was in the 2nd shift,but as I was too bored so I also wnt for the 3rd shift.After that,we went back to class and had a class photo.Oh yeah,forgot to tell you guys that I wore the Korean costume with Japanese sandals(which does not suits at all).Saturday, 6th FebruaryAt Saturday I went for the cross-country(compulsary to go)I ran the whole thing with Audrey and when we almost reach the starting point Audrey ACCIDENTALLY pushed me and of course,i fell down.At first it was not at all painful but when I reached home and took a bath it hurts so much!Pity me la...
Sunday, 7th FebruaryYesterday was my big day.I am moving to my new house!Yippie!Privacy is mine!All mine!Muahahaha...but my BIGGEST problem is books.I had only moved 1/4 of my books to my new house and it had already took me half a day.I am sooo dead!Oh well,at least I have time...Monday, 8th FebruaryToday is my first time that I didn't go to school in WMS.I didn't go because my leg really hurts so we decided to miss school.Hope the homework won't be like a mountain's height...Today my work is to pindah all my clothes and decorations to my new house!THat's my target to reach today!May God bless me and you!
My Lord Is Mighty To Save!!!
Wat is BFF???
BFF is NOT Boy Fren Forever!!!It's Best Fren Forever...How can u find a best fren forever?You find a fren first...then you two slowly become best frens...then you'll find that she/he is your best fren forever already in a blink of an eye... Trust is important between two frens. Someone might say you have to be aware when you make frens...but if you do not trust ur fren, you two will NEVER become close frens...Trust each other...then you'll find that the world is a better place for you to live...=) There might be many arguements along the road, but if we know how to forgive, the frenship will be UNBREAKABLE...even ur BFF might have done some thing real wrong, but he/she is willing turning over a new leaf, and you are ready to forgive, ur frenship will go on forever... Be loyal to your fren...if there is something that you can stand up for your fren, do it. As a best fren to her/him u should reali do that if u have to chance.Trust me.It will do you good.Being loyal to ur fren will make the frenship lasts... There's something i saw in a book:"Don't walk in front of me~I may not follow.Don't walk behind me~I may not lead.Walk beside me, and be my friend."
